Dear Me,

Get off the chair and go to bed.

Love,
That Girl [Who Only Slept For 4 Hours Last Night]

Dear You,

I'm proud of you, I really am.

Love,
That Girl [Your Daughter].

Current Mood: tired

Dear C ,
        I dont care anymore, you post bulletins about people and think they wont find out,
      Please just drop the act, I wouldnt care if you admitted they were about me, I dont care what you think about me.
But you must know by now, that I always find out what youve said about me, so whats the point in trying to hide it?
You make me actually feel physically SICK to my stomach, not even lying.

Iv taken the liberty of making a list of what you are.
-Childish
-Immature
-Pathetic
-Obsessive
-Dramatic
-Sly
-Bitchy
-Fake
- A sellout
-Carbon
-Plastic
-Chavvy
-Wannabe.

Theres more but im too tired to think. You annoy me. I used to like you, I considered you a best friend.
But since you started hanging witht he people your with, I cant stand the sight of you.
The C we once knew did get her friends to threaten to hit me, or act hard over MSN & myspace.
The girl youve known for 9 years, your pushing her away without realising it.
The friends you have would probably drop you for someone better if they came along.
Their chavs, your a chav.
My best friends have my back if your mates do anything, your only gonna hurt yourself if you let them fight me.
Stay out of my life for good, dont try and fight your way back in.
AND LEAVE MY BOYFRIEND ALONE!

With sickness & hatred,
         The one who cant stand you.


Dear N,
         You will probably never see this, but I want to clear this up.
I dont know what C has been telling you, so I cant really say much, but I can say this.
When I said you should get over him, I didnt mean that in a demanding way, or a bitchy way
I meant it like its in your best interest to get over him,
I know its hard, and you said I'll never know what its like, believe me
Iv fell for somebody so hard, and theyve got with somebody else, I DO know what it feels like.
I understand you hate my guts and youve probably called me every name under the stars,
but whatever C has been telling you, iI guarantee shes made it out 10 times worse than it actually is.
Your gonna be in my A Level classes this year, your restarting college, its gonna be hard for us both.
So I know youll never see this, but heres my apology.
I never meant to hurt you, I never meant for anything to happen.
I never meant for you to get the wrong impression.
Im sorry, more sorry than you will ever know or imagine.
I wish you could see this, or know this, but you wont read this off LiveJournal and youve deleted my msn & myspace.
My apologies from the bottom of my heart,
I dont care if you dont care what im saying, but whatever.
Atleast iv said it.

With apologies,
        The girl who accidentally ruined your life.


Dear B,
         thankyou for everything.
        I owe you a million.

with love & thanks,
       your bezzle.

Current Location: Living Room
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: nothing.

Dear Halee,


I know I've wrote a lot of unsent letters to you. They just make me feel better. And I wish they could do the same for you. So girl your starting High School. Well not really... not until we get you out of the hospital right? 100 pounds is it? I have been there for you my entire life. Now I want you to be there for me. I want to introduce people to you. I want to say "Hey everyone, this is my little amazing sister Halee. I want to take you to parties. I want to go out at 4 in the morning to ihop. I want you to be there with me. Heidi is too old to hang out with. Besides your my favorite sister. I'm not going to go through the rest of my life like this. Without you. It's crazy and impossible. You HAVE to get better, I'm not sure if you understand it's not a choice anymore Halee. I'm serious. Life or Death. And you better not pick death.



Love always,
Holly.

Dear C,

You bullshit. That bulletin was meant for L, I'm not stupid. The two girls that have a reason to dislike her post the same thing? You both really do make me laugh. All this over a boy. Get over the fact that L got him and L is happy with him. L made me promise, the night he asked her out, to make sure she never lost him. I intend to keep that promise. Just do yourself a favour and delete his msn and stop randomly turning up at his house with those stupid slags you call friends. I have better things to do than read countless pathetic MySpace bulletins, listening to you threatening people and acting like dicky fucking rock. You aren't a fighter, I know you aren't. So stop pretending. You said to me today that one of your 'girlies' is going to hit my best friend and you intend to jump in at some point. Well, I'm not violent, I'm far from it. I hate hurting people and I'm a pacifist. But if you or those silly friends of yours touch my best friend, I swear, I will hit you and I won't stop until you see some fucking sense. Apparently, your 'girlie' has put college people in hospital? Okay. How old is she, thirteen? I'm sixteen and if it comes to it, I have other friends that would lay themselves on the line for me. So before you land yourself into something you can't get out of, stop. Right now. You define the words bullshit and pathetic.

I honestly do care about you. I've known you for nine years and it's hard not to. But you have honestly turned into a carbon copy, a clone of another person. You have a split personality. One minute, it's all skinny jeans, screamo, hoodies and eyeliner. The next it's cheap wine, fighting, shoplifting and too much foundation. You've fallen into the wrong crowd and it happens to the best of us. When you decide to make the right decision and stop acting like the hardest case going, I'll consider what you said tonight. I'll speak to her and try to make amends.

Hmm.
That Girl.

Dear L,

I'm scared of losing you and I'm scared of you losing him. I promised I'd do all I can to keep you two from breaking up and I'll try my best to stick by what I said. The two people that are trying to ruin everything aren't going to stop until they get what they want. If anyone dares touch you, I'll be right behind you. I told her tonight that if anyone started you, I'd jump in right away. I stuck by you and I always will. I'm sure A and K will too. At the end of it all, she's a thirteen year old and her head must be fucked up. She needs to stop acting tough online.

Love,
That Girl [The Bizzle]

Dear A,

I miss hanging with you and it's only been a few days.

Love,
That Girl.

Dear Michael Jackson Tee,

Hopefully, if all goes to plan, you'll be mine.
I promise to wear you until you fall apart and rub you in everyone's faces!

Love,
That Girl [Who Had A Spazz When She Saw You] <3

Current Mood: frustrated

 dear him, what the hell were you thinking?!! The night you walked out of my life. Nevermind. Don't tell me. I never want to know. Goodbye. 

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Current Location: falling down the stairs
Current Mood: busy
Current Music: NOFX - San Francisco Fat

Dear Whoever,
Why am I not in the least bit surprised this happened? Why can't just one good thing happen without something going wrong? Why can't I just be excited for once and not be afraid that everything is just going to fall through?

No Love,
Me

P.S. This is why I stopped being an optimist.

P.P.S. I'll take back everything I said if it gets fixed....

Dear Self:
Get over her. She is not able to be with you. You know this. She was your professor, not girlfriend. Stop obsessing over her. Stop crying over her. Get a life.
You are driving yourself to insanity and you are only doing harm to yourself.
It not good for your physically and emotionally.
So enjoy the summer, get back into therapy like she told you to.
No love:
me

Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Breathe Me-Sia

Dear paycheck,

Hurry it up, please! My bank account needs you to fill up the gigantic hole left by those blink 182 tickets and filling my car up with gas. Plus, I really need to buy some dry shampoo and get those pictures printed out at Walgreens so I can make the bf's scrapbook before his birthday.

Love,
Your recipient

Dear work/ boss,

Since I had to take off Friday of next week for this family trip, could you pleeeease let me work Tuesday or Thursday to make up the missed hours? I promise I will make myself busy.

Thanks,
Employee

Dear dialysis people for my grandma,

Pleasepleaseplease call back today and tell us you have a spot for her for next week. I don't think I can handle planning this trip and then finding out you don't have a spot and that consequently, Finley can't come with us. :[

With hope,
Me

Dear mom and dad,

If they don't have a spot, could you be nice enough to let Finley and I ride with Aunt S and Uncle T? I know we'd be leaving a day or two later than you, but I think I could handle missing out on the waterpark and it would mean Finley also got to go to his Thursday classes, so it would totally be do-able. Just don't say that if we can't all leave on Wednesday night that Finley just can't go. I'm already really looking forward to it and I think he is too.

Love,
Your daughter

Dear me,
why would you do something so stupid?
why ruin something so good, YOUR a FOOL.
your lucky he took you back and that he loves you.
I still can't believe your stupid choice.

love,
the now not stupid you.

Current Location: home
Current Mood: determined
Current Music: Ani D